It is amazing how much things have turned around in the past few days. Thursday night I was able to enjoy ice cream and movie at my place with Sam and thankfully we ended the night with him holding me in his arms. Much to my surprise I was very composed when the morning came and it was time for him to head off to work training...meaning that it would be the last time I would see him before he moved. After a long hug and kiss, he headed out the door, and I walked back to my room for a few quiet tears. In a moment of weakness I sent him a text telling him that he had no idea how much I was going to miss him. I did not expect to get a response, but immediately he responded telling me how upset he was as he walked out to his car. That night I drove to the beach with the girls in effort to get my mind off of Sam leaving. Surprisingly, I got a few texts and calls from Sam throughout the weekend seeing how I was doing and...telling me that he missed me! I will never understand how men work!! For the past 7 months I have been living down the street from him and now that he is moving 3 hrs away he wants to be all sweet and wants to see me! Needless to say I was thrilled when he called and invited me to the beach with some of our friends this coming weekend :) Can't wait to see how this all unfolds! The only downfall is that now I have to actually give a hoot what I look like in my bikini so I will be spending my mornings and afternoons at the gym until our departure!